adventure day with you is really an eye-opener
becasue with other people it will probably never involve happy place, same old place, knowing how glass is made, painting art art, improvisation, and a whole lot of insanity
"i'm addicted to you, dont you know that you're toxic?"

one of the (bad) thing about us is our (over)confidence in the future
we talk about the future like we'll be together for a really long time
but what about all the parts in between?
what if forever is not long enough?
i wish i'm over this insecurity phase.